Fragments of thoughts.........

Since the schedule has not left time for me to blog much lately I have been scribbling down thoughts that I wanted to share when time allowed. I can not even imagine the look of concern that someone would have if they came across all my scribbles.

(Note to self must put line in my will about all my scribble notebooks are to be burned and not read cause I am afraid they could cause someone brain damage if they tried to figure me out.)

• I had a few very strongly written scribbles regarding the voting, the election, and stupidity of people BUT I have decided to not really touch on that . I will say that even though I did not vote for him I will support him as the president of America.


• I also had some scribbles regarding this whole time change system. What is the gain in doing this? It seems to me to be some sadistic ritual to us that already have sleeping issues. Since I can't seem to adjust to the change I am now waking up each morning at 4:30am and I can guarantee you I ain't waking up smiling.


• I have some scribbles some where that I was going to share about how I can not stop the holidays from coming so I am going to have to come up with a plan of how to change my thought process about them. I am a total Martha Stewart type when it comes to holidays with the decorating, baking, and gifts. I can and will still do those things but I am going to really have to plan how to do it on a very tight budget.


• Oh my, I also have some not so nice scribbles regarding hubby and neglect. Yes, there are numerous four letter words in those scribbles. I took someones advise and spoke to hubby about lack of attention he gives me and he ignored the whole conversation. He refused to acknowledge that I was even talking to him about this. So when he does nice acts around the house like making dinner or cleaning up is this his way of showing he loves me since he refuses to tell me OR are these things he would be doing anyway and I am just believing they are signs of love? What is it going to take to get this man to realize that he has a good wife?


• I have some sad scribbles about not getting the new job I posted for at work. The hiring manage raved to me about my experience and background but decided to go with someone that has prior experience with this exact posting. I heard a rumor this past week about who may have been offered the position and I am furious because if that is the case then office politics won again and not experience.

So many scribbles and so little time to post them all lately. In fact right now I am suppose to be some else besides sitting here at the computer but I wanted to come post before one of my scribbles of paper blows away in the very brisk fall wind. Is all this scribbling on paper a sign that I am beginning to not trust the memory so much?