Thursday, February 19, 2009
Retreat...........
Retreat is exactly what I do when I am hurting. I have learned to shut down and hide behind that emotionless wall I have created. I am not big on trusting people and it takes me a long time to let someone get really close to me so it sucks when that someone carelessly hurts me with no regard of my feelings. I am not going to go into detail right now since the wound is so recent and I am still trying to process the hurt. I just wanted to let you know I just need a little time and I will be back. ( few days, few hot baths, few sips of wine, and a few tears)
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I'm very sad and depressed too. I wish I could deal with it. Everyone tells me how too, but I can't. She is destroying me and I am letting her. I am so weak and stupid! (I hope I don't push away my friends and family with neglect and self pitty.
"I realy like the "Scorpions", and Primus.
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