Friday, February 15, 2008

Secret Urge.............

I have been living in this comfortably numb state going through the motions of the every day responsibilities of life and for the most part doing alright with that but then every once in a while I have these urges. I have a secret urge that I wouldn't usually share but will since I am anonymous here it is - I want to hook up with a lover and spend a whole day having hot passionate sex and be as raw with emotions as I want. I want raw passion without any commitment or expectations or consequences. I would enjoy sharing emotions of passion and sharing what ever might be on my mind if I knew that I could do it without having it haunt me when the day is over. I think it's kinda hot to fantasize about a day like that. I don't know what makes it hotter the passion or the raw emotion. Since this idea will mostly likely not happen considering who I am I think I will just sit here and create the day in my head and list here all the details I would like.
  • Hotel room with large king size bed with lots of pillows and hot tub in the room
  • The only light in the room is created by candles
  • Temperature in room should be a bit cool since we will be heating up most of the day
  • Assortment of lotions,toys,body food,rope (just in case)
  • Lover who can not get enough of me and only has pleasing me on his mind (this is my fantasy) He also will match my raw emotion with his own version of raw emotion that goes with the moment. (other than that he should only make pleasurable noises or suggestions)
  • Ability to order room service (will need food to regain strength)
  • Bubbles and rose petals for the hot tub
  • All the goodies needed like shampoo,soap,lotion,nail polish (Side note - I have always had this ultimate fantasy of a lover giving me a bath from soaping me up to putting lotion on me after the bath)

So there we have it my secret urge that I have played in my mind more than once when my state of comfortably numb just isn't enough. I must admit it is hot putting my list together and I didn't even mention any of the positions that I had in mind. Better save that for a later entry........

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Anonymous said...

Wow, you are exactly as I envision. Lustful, daring, imaginative, clear, bold and increasingly desirable, yes but tangerine toe polish seems as inviting as the innocent pink. Thinking a bit into your notes, how sensual would it be for a man to completely bath a woman as he kneels beside her tub naked and erect. I bet that would be a long bath. Would he end up in the tub or be able to complete the tender cleansing all the way to the point of patting you dry and the sented lotion that would lead to a massage that would last only as long as a man could sustain his urge to sexually satisfy you and him self. I would bet my life that your naked body splendid, devine and one of the most desireable on earth.
I take photographs and have professionaly for many years. As stated in your previous post, you would like lessons. I can't help to think that you know me, maybe lust for me and I may or may not be aware? How nice would it be to know you, and sexualy. More that nice I must assume.

March 24, 2008 at 9:33 PM

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