I turned 40 this week.
I wish I could say that my family or friends threw me a wonderful surprise party like I have done for all of them but the timing of my birthday was off with their schedule I guess.
I wish I could say I accomplished finishing my "To Do" before 40 list but no such luck.
I wish I could say my husband did something thoughtful but that did not happen either. Well he did give me a card around midnight that night when he got home from work so I guess I should give him some credit - but not much.
I wish I could say that this first day in my forties was going better than my last day in my thirties but that isn't so.
I wish I could say I am not disappointed but that is just not true......................
As you tell I am a bit down today so I think it is best I just end this post. I really really try hard not to have expectations because that just opens me up to hurt but every once in a while I have a weak moment. Damn me.....Next year I think I will treat myself and plan to go away somewhere fun for my birthday. Wanna come?
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