I ain't that tough.......

I would like to announce - I am not a super hero hiding my cape under my shirt (not padding my bra) and I do not have any special powers! I am just a mere mortal facing the same day to day trials as everyone else.Therefore I can not handle one more person wanting to give their issues to me. Just because I don't have public melts downs or abuse a substance or vocally express my feeling of defeat doesn't mean I am made of nails and can continue to handle it. I may be strong but I ain't that tough. And another thing I would like to state is I don't find the comment " I wish I was as strong as you" as a compliment anymore. I just want to tell people to "suck it up". Again I refer back to the fact I have no super hero cape or powers. Oh my I am on rant. I guess I am currently in some serious need of energy. Not the keep me moving energy but the emotional - you can do all of this energy. I think I just need someone I can let my guard down with and draw energy from. Now I am not going to go getting all "new age" on you but I do believe that people can pull energy from each other. Most of the time I am giving energy without a problem because I have learned how to keep myself level but on occasion I give to much to long and I need someone to help me. The problem is I have so few people in my inner circle. Funny how I am very out-going and have many friends but yet I let so few into my inner circle. Once again I believe my villain is the the evil little word trust. For the safety of anyone that is still reading this post I am going to just end this rant and go to bed. I am sorry for any whining that might have come seeping through. I am sure in the light of tomorrow things will seem better and I will want to delete this post.
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